Saturday, March 31, 2007
#16
hey! i changed skin. its a bit irritating ok maybe not a bit but very irritating. i mean, i hav to scroll all the way up to read the posts. oh well i'll see wat i can do abt it la..... comment on the ew skin ok? tink i'll continue looking for another one. doubt tis will remain for long. too irritating :) hmmm.... does de lay out look complicated? i tot it did but de codes are really vry easy. i still find the layouts without linkage more difficult :)
now super busy with all de studying and competition. ai ya sian.....
byez going now
now super busy with all de studying and competition. ai ya sian.....
byez going now
i look upon the moon and stars at 5:45 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
Saturday, March 10, 2007
#15
yo! constant posting for 2 days. i haven beat tis record before lol. really no time to blog 3 days in a row. maybe coz i type slow la. can take 1hr to type a post.
been to tracy's blog jus now and read abt her havin mixed feelings abt art class. really reminded me of wat happened last year and also another theory of feelings.
actually we are constantly havin mixed feelings except that usually its more minor lik dosen really mean much or sometimes come in de form of temptation. maybe its coz of puberty tat gals will becum more sensitive to feelings and such.(sry can't include guys coz i dunno whether guys go through tis) and so its lik what u would nvr mind when u were young, lik if yr best friend becomes another person's best friend but still treats u de same, u would mind it a lot when u are older coz for some weird reason u feel tat someone has snatched yr best friend and u'll feel jealous. ya so i guess stuff lik tat happens in all situations.
hmmm...... so how does tis link to puberty? well, puberty is basically yr hormones "acting up" it changes us both physically and mentally. though i don't noe how it changes our mentality but i can assure u one thing, when your mentality changes, all yr aspects to life's events will change. came up with a line last year during de "mixed feelings period" :
puberty changes mentality, mentality changes everything.
its a change everyone has to go through and its aso probably one of de largest changes too.
freedom aso plays a great role in changing a person's character. for eg, u can turn frm a good little girl hu always does her hw to a gangster who beats her parents up for money. these above 2 kinds of ppl though are polar opps but it is still possible for de first girl to become de nxt. why? its because of de sudden change in mentality for de need of more freedom and how much freedom is given to satiafy that need. if u give too little freedom, de teenager may become rebellious, however if u give too much, de teenager will use it all and may engage in gangsterism due to excessive hanging out. if too much freedom is given at one go, we would be lost as to wat to do with it and will therefore perhaps under friends' influence go out to play daily. i mean how many ppl can resist de temptation of playing and slacking when suddenly presented with so much freedom? even some adults don't hav de discipline to settle down half de time to work not to mention younger teens. so u see? freedom aso plays a large role in changing a person.
one of de worst things for me is that my parents gave me more freedom when i was going though puberty, a time when we are kinda mentally unstable. hmmm..... can say tat i was lucky tat my friends din really go out durin tat period of time so i wasn led astray? hahaz.
thx to tracy hu brought the topic up for me. reminded me of wat happened last year and though i tot i knew wat hit me at tat point in time, i realised i didn as i typed out tis post coz there were a lot of loopholes as to why this and that will watever and will also think of how it links up. ya so please comment on my posts kae? byez!
been to tracy's blog jus now and read abt her havin mixed feelings abt art class. really reminded me of wat happened last year and also another theory of feelings.
actually we are constantly havin mixed feelings except that usually its more minor lik dosen really mean much or sometimes come in de form of temptation. maybe its coz of puberty tat gals will becum more sensitive to feelings and such.(sry can't include guys coz i dunno whether guys go through tis) and so its lik what u would nvr mind when u were young, lik if yr best friend becomes another person's best friend but still treats u de same, u would mind it a lot when u are older coz for some weird reason u feel tat someone has snatched yr best friend and u'll feel jealous. ya so i guess stuff lik tat happens in all situations.
hmmm...... so how does tis link to puberty? well, puberty is basically yr hormones "acting up" it changes us both physically and mentally. though i don't noe how it changes our mentality but i can assure u one thing, when your mentality changes, all yr aspects to life's events will change. came up with a line last year during de "mixed feelings period" :
puberty changes mentality, mentality changes everything.
its a change everyone has to go through and its aso probably one of de largest changes too.
freedom aso plays a great role in changing a person's character. for eg, u can turn frm a good little girl hu always does her hw to a gangster who beats her parents up for money. these above 2 kinds of ppl though are polar opps but it is still possible for de first girl to become de nxt. why? its because of de sudden change in mentality for de need of more freedom and how much freedom is given to satiafy that need. if u give too little freedom, de teenager may become rebellious, however if u give too much, de teenager will use it all and may engage in gangsterism due to excessive hanging out. if too much freedom is given at one go, we would be lost as to wat to do with it and will therefore perhaps under friends' influence go out to play daily. i mean how many ppl can resist de temptation of playing and slacking when suddenly presented with so much freedom? even some adults don't hav de discipline to settle down half de time to work not to mention younger teens. so u see? freedom aso plays a large role in changing a person.
one of de worst things for me is that my parents gave me more freedom when i was going though puberty, a time when we are kinda mentally unstable. hmmm..... can say tat i was lucky tat my friends din really go out durin tat period of time so i wasn led astray? hahaz.
thx to tracy hu brought the topic up for me. reminded me of wat happened last year and though i tot i knew wat hit me at tat point in time, i realised i didn as i typed out tis post coz there were a lot of loopholes as to why this and that will watever and will also think of how it links up. ya so please comment on my posts kae? byez!
i look upon the moon and stars at 11:31 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
Friday, March 09, 2007
#14
yo! finally posting hahaz. not tat din use com jus tat too busy with de new skin. yup i`m changin de skin again :) hahaz i find de skin damn cool. hmmm.... lik `simple yet sophisticated` lol. jus edited it a bit here and there before putting it up. though its not gonna be up anytime soon i tink. :) i`m terrible with de codings. always delete too much or forget to copy out smth. *sigh* dosen matter anyway its my blog so wat can u do? :p
ok comments on stress level. tink stress shldn't be judged by de problem or a person's reaction to it or watever else. in a way, i tink it shld be compared lik say a problem over tat person's tolerance level. it's something lik maths and science formulas. lets say the higher de number de bigger de prob/higher tolerance level.
A：tolerace lvl;6
prob;3
:.prob takes up 1/2 of tolerance
B:tolerance lvl;12
prob;4
:.prob takes up 1/3 of tolerance
:. although person b's probs are more than person a, but person a is sort of more poor thing coz she/he is more stressed if u get wat i mean.
hmmm...... ya another thing is tat u usually cannot compare yr probs with others coz yr probs will always seem worse. i mean seriously, when u hav de problem, u'll noe all its bad points and will not be able to tink of anything tat is better than another person's probs. u will however, tink tat u rather hav de other person's problems coz its not happenin to you and u r able to tink of a million reasons why de other person is better off than you.
for example, a married woman who is unhappy with her husband may envy those women hu are being divorced frm de husband. whereas a woman hu is abt to be divorced may envy those women who are though unhappy but still with their husband.
its smth lik tat though de second example has some loop holes. another shorter way of sayin it is tat grass is always greener on the other side. we will always feel lik our probs are bigger than others.
ok i've typed quite a bunch already still need to read over de post nxt time coz i type until i aso blur. some parts may contradict so tell me but don lik say already den forget abt it. it's kinda good for critical tinkin skills. at least tat's wat i tink. i mean u can't possibly live yr whole life out rememberin facts. u hav to hav opinion rite? and i feel tat opinion shldn't be jus a last min thought. it shld be lik say, listenin to others views and den come up with wat u tink and perhaps look at some experiences to compare yr views and wat de experience taught u. if de 2 things contradict den de better, for its den tat u can think it through why they contradict and u may aso change yr opinion of de subject.
ya i tink tat's all i've got to type. one subject will naturely lead to another and after a while u won't be able to remember wat u were talkin abt in de first place. and tis aso leads me on to say more haha. tis continuation of conversation is aso known as digression a word i jus learned tis year. ya i noe, tat's how bad my eng is :p and i know of 3 really good digressers. sheena, ms lam and ME. yup! me me me! i'm super good at digressing. i don't noe la, its kind of how i remember stuff. i jus link everything up together so tat one point leads to another and therefore will digress during a conversation.
lol. i've said my salutations twice already. wonder if this'll be the third time. i mean u'll noe when u see de post but i'm typin now and god noes how much longer i'm gonna type. remember to tag ok? oh well its damn late or shld i say early now so goodnite to you if u're readin tis at nite. oh and wish me happy b'day coz its my b'day today :) wish me lots of luck too coz i don tink i hav enough tis year.
it started out bad enough with de changin of classes and de hospitalisation and most of all pat wong. some say its coz de class feng shui no good face clock tower. actually clock tower in chinese aso dosen sound vry nice 钟楼 sounds lik some deathly place plus de ghost stories..... creepy. there was a blackout at tower hall when we had dance prac last week. den coz we happened to be standin on de stage den its super dark thereand after lik 2 secs some gals suddenly screamed wich scared me but luckily din make me scream. scary sia. i'm scared of screams lor. it gives me de creeps for some weird reason. oh well digressed again. din i say before tat i'm a good digresser? well now u noe:) oh wellz slpy le don wanna type le gdnite! remember to tag!
ok comments on stress level. tink stress shldn't be judged by de problem or a person's reaction to it or watever else. in a way, i tink it shld be compared lik say a problem over tat person's tolerance level. it's something lik maths and science formulas. lets say the higher de number de bigger de prob/higher tolerance level.
A：tolerace lvl;6
prob;3
:.prob takes up 1/2 of tolerance
B:tolerance lvl;12
prob;4
:.prob takes up 1/3 of tolerance
:. although person b's probs are more than person a, but person a is sort of more poor thing coz she/he is more stressed if u get wat i mean.
hmmm...... ya another thing is tat u usually cannot compare yr probs with others coz yr probs will always seem worse. i mean seriously, when u hav de problem, u'll noe all its bad points and will not be able to tink of anything tat is better than another person's probs. u will however, tink tat u rather hav de other person's problems coz its not happenin to you and u r able to tink of a million reasons why de other person is better off than you.
for example, a married woman who is unhappy with her husband may envy those women hu are being divorced frm de husband. whereas a woman hu is abt to be divorced may envy those women who are though unhappy but still with their husband.
its smth lik tat though de second example has some loop holes. another shorter way of sayin it is tat grass is always greener on the other side. we will always feel lik our probs are bigger than others.
ok i've typed quite a bunch already still need to read over de post nxt time coz i type until i aso blur. some parts may contradict so tell me but don lik say already den forget abt it. it's kinda good for critical tinkin skills. at least tat's wat i tink. i mean u can't possibly live yr whole life out rememberin facts. u hav to hav opinion rite? and i feel tat opinion shldn't be jus a last min thought. it shld be lik say, listenin to others views and den come up with wat u tink and perhaps look at some experiences to compare yr views and wat de experience taught u. if de 2 things contradict den de better, for its den tat u can think it through why they contradict and u may aso change yr opinion of de subject.
ya i tink tat's all i've got to type. one subject will naturely lead to another and after a while u won't be able to remember wat u were talkin abt in de first place. and tis aso leads me on to say more haha. tis continuation of conversation is aso known as digression a word i jus learned tis year. ya i noe, tat's how bad my eng is :p and i know of 3 really good digressers. sheena, ms lam and ME. yup! me me me! i'm super good at digressing. i don't noe la, its kind of how i remember stuff. i jus link everything up together so tat one point leads to another and therefore will digress during a conversation.
lol. i've said my salutations twice already. wonder if this'll be the third time. i mean u'll noe when u see de post but i'm typin now and god noes how much longer i'm gonna type. remember to tag ok? oh well its damn late or shld i say early now so goodnite to you if u're readin tis at nite. oh and wish me happy b'day coz its my b'day today :) wish me lots of luck too coz i don tink i hav enough tis year.
it started out bad enough with de changin of classes and de hospitalisation and most of all pat wong. some say its coz de class feng shui no good face clock tower. actually clock tower in chinese aso dosen sound vry nice 钟楼 sounds lik some deathly place plus de ghost stories..... creepy. there was a blackout at tower hall when we had dance prac last week. den coz we happened to be standin on de stage den its super dark thereand after lik 2 secs some gals suddenly screamed wich scared me but luckily din make me scream. scary sia. i'm scared of screams lor. it gives me de creeps for some weird reason. oh well digressed again. din i say before tat i'm a good digresser? well now u noe:) oh wellz slpy le don wanna type le gdnite! remember to tag!
i look upon the moon and stars at 9:38 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon