Friday, May 07, 2010

#61

Hi!

Sick today. Asked Mandy to submit PI for me this morning and am really grateful to her.

The medicine the doctor gave me made me really drowzy. Think that's the reason for this gibberish. I slept and lazed around for the whole of today, too tired to move. Today's weather was really warm and I perspired quite a bit while I slept. Couldn't really feel the wind from the fan as it was too far away I guess. I didn't want to turn on the air-con either. It was probably the trigger to my sickness anyway.

That's all my heavy head has to say for now. I'm going back to sleep soon... :)
i look upon the moon and stars at 9:44 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Sunday, May 02, 2010

#60

Hey!
Blogging again.
Mum and Dad are in Taiwan for a holiday so I've got some free time :)
Celebrated Aidan, Char, Melanie's birthday yesterday and also wished MewL happy birthday:)

It's amazing how many people have their birthdays during the same period of time. Oh, and not to mention Duckie's birthday tommorrow. So here's a great Happy Birthday to all end April and start of May babies :)

I just changed my blog skin today. Mediocre effort really, compared to what I used to do in Sec 1. Quite upset now that I deleted it. I thought it was simple effort to reconstruct a blog, but only now do I realise that I've deleted my memories of various mood swings and the feelings I had when I first created my blog.

I'm still hoping that more people will see this, though I'm not sure why. It's not like I'd want to busy myself by replying to people the entire day, I guess it's more like I feel that I'm talking to someone. So, if you're here, do say hi :)

I'm feeling kind of lost now. There's so much work that I can't even remember what I'm supposed to do...

PW is quite a challenging task, and many would think I'm bonkers to say that I like it. It's mixed feelings actually. I don't exactly enjoy the stress I'm placed under to formulate ideas, but I enjoy it as it's the closest to what I've experienced in secondary school, and I really, really miss that. Our PW teacher reminds me of my art teacher. Both of them place great stress on us, emphasizing on the technique of how to improve, rather than giving us the answers straight away. I've never been good in coming up with ideas and only 1 in 20 of my ideas make sense. However, I'm still grateful to both my teachers for their patience in impatience, to bear with my slow idea generation.

PW shows a lot about students who have just graduated from secondary school really. Perhaps it's thanks to Mdm Zee that I'm 'trained' to work hard in effort to answer to expectations. Nearly all students complain about PW, but it's those who wait to be told and daren't venture out for fear of being rejected who will lose out. Many students stop their research at superficial levels for fear of doing 'excess work', rejected by their teachers.

Well, that's all from me for now. All the best to Song. Heard he's goin back to New Zealand. Everyone remember to bid him goodbye kae?
:)

i look upon the moon and stars at 9:31 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon