Monday, December 04, 2006
#2
ok, second pot today. dunno y jus feel lik typin. haven finish linkin yet la but feelin lazy. maybe will do another day. tis if gonna be filled with perhaps mo stuff and full of mood swings so ignore tis post coz mostly crapp. but den again there are only 2 posts including tis one so too bad for you if u don wanna read. however, de purpose of u for commin here is to read my post. so there! dosen tat give u a reasonto read it? oh well doesen quite make sense but u'll understand it after readin it again a few times. lol. too lazy to change it.
*sigh* it seems lik after all these changes at de beggining of de year, my whole life has changed. i'll now list out de things tat hav changed. my hse, my sch, my friends, my tinkin, de attitude of de ppl around me, my attitude to others, my results, u see, almost everything.
my relation ship with my parents used to be lik smooth and without a hitch and now i'm startin to get irritated with my mum and stuff. i don noe y la. ya perhaps puberty but i din noe tat it'll make u change yr tinkin towards yr parents. i tot it only changes yr tinkin abt de opp sex. bla bla. its really confuses and irritates me to tink of li dislikin my parents but i jus can't help it.
den another thin is tat i find tat i'm less sociable now compared to last time. i dunno if its me or de ppl around me who changed. but i'm gettin less friends than i used to. its lik i only hav 2 options, keep totally to myself or try and accept them for who dey are. i'm on de verge of keepin to myself though, coz i keep insisting tat dey hav AP mentally. i try to prove myself wrong by tryin to stay with dem but de more time i spend with dem, de more i dislike dem. so another line tat is quite true will be : don force yourself to hang around with ppl u dunno coz u'll only make yourself unhappy.
ya as u can see i'm quite depressed now. maybe its because of de hols and i don go out so often. lik usually can go sch and play but now stay at home 7 days a week.maybe i jus needa go out and get some fresh air. i sort of lik tuition now. its lik a place where i can joke and play without my mum around. de bad thing is de work de teacher gives of course. haha
not very long post to me. i expected it to be longer but i've gotta feelin my mum's comin home so bye den
*sigh* it seems lik after all these changes at de beggining of de year, my whole life has changed. i'll now list out de things tat hav changed. my hse, my sch, my friends, my tinkin, de attitude of de ppl around me, my attitude to others, my results, u see, almost everything.
my relation ship with my parents used to be lik smooth and without a hitch and now i'm startin to get irritated with my mum and stuff. i don noe y la. ya perhaps puberty but i din noe tat it'll make u change yr tinkin towards yr parents. i tot it only changes yr tinkin abt de opp sex. bla bla. its really confuses and irritates me to tink of li dislikin my parents but i jus can't help it.
den another thin is tat i find tat i'm less sociable now compared to last time. i dunno if its me or de ppl around me who changed. but i'm gettin less friends than i used to. its lik i only hav 2 options, keep totally to myself or try and accept them for who dey are. i'm on de verge of keepin to myself though, coz i keep insisting tat dey hav AP mentally. i try to prove myself wrong by tryin to stay with dem but de more time i spend with dem, de more i dislike dem. so another line tat is quite true will be : don force yourself to hang around with ppl u dunno coz u'll only make yourself unhappy.
ya as u can see i'm quite depressed now. maybe its because of de hols and i don go out so often. lik usually can go sch and play but now stay at home 7 days a week.maybe i jus needa go out and get some fresh air. i sort of lik tuition now. its lik a place where i can joke and play without my mum around. de bad thing is de work de teacher gives of course. haha
not very long post to me. i expected it to be longer but i've gotta feelin my mum's comin home so bye den
i look upon the moon and stars at 6:03 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon