Thursday, December 14, 2006
#5
jing hiang i lov you!nah, i'm not a les. jus tat she jus gave me an answer i couldn't get no matter how long i thought.
its abt trust. yes its kinda weird lik wat's there to tink of abt trust. apparently, to me trust used to be lik physical. lik i trust u to return me my money after i lend u or somthing lik tat. den ltr a friend told me tat she was upset coz her close friend din trust her as much any more and i couldn't understand why she was so upset. to me its lik tell den tell, don tell den don tell lor. i may feel upset but its bcoz i'm curious to noe wat it is and not bcoz lik u dun trust me with it. went with jing hiang to tm for lunch den she told me dat she was happy tat her bro trusted her and told her secrets. i couldn't understand at first and she explained to me tat it somehow brings ppl closer when dey share stuff and each others tinkin. ya. and now i finally understand why my friend was so upset when her close frind did not trust her as much any more.
another thing we spoke abt is tat her older bro used to hurt her when she was young and i tink i'm doin tat to my sis. i mean, i don hav any older siblings so i din noe i was hurtin my sis. jing told me how her bro hurt her and i found out tat i aso did some of those things to my sis. so maybe its lik de older sibling hurt de younger one subconciously. for example i din noe tat i was hurtin my sis by lik quarrellin with her every day and other stuff lik tat.
jing hiang really taught me lots of stuff today and really wanna thank her coz being an older sister, i dun noe how my sis really feels and jing hiang being a younger sister noes how it feels and can tell me what my younger sis really feels.
lots of thanks to jing hiang :) and tats all la so tata!
its abt trust. yes its kinda weird lik wat's there to tink of abt trust. apparently, to me trust used to be lik physical. lik i trust u to return me my money after i lend u or somthing lik tat. den ltr a friend told me tat she was upset coz her close friend din trust her as much any more and i couldn't understand why she was so upset. to me its lik tell den tell, don tell den don tell lor. i may feel upset but its bcoz i'm curious to noe wat it is and not bcoz lik u dun trust me with it. went with jing hiang to tm for lunch den she told me dat she was happy tat her bro trusted her and told her secrets. i couldn't understand at first and she explained to me tat it somehow brings ppl closer when dey share stuff and each others tinkin. ya. and now i finally understand why my friend was so upset when her close frind did not trust her as much any more.
another thing we spoke abt is tat her older bro used to hurt her when she was young and i tink i'm doin tat to my sis. i mean, i don hav any older siblings so i din noe i was hurtin my sis. jing told me how her bro hurt her and i found out tat i aso did some of those things to my sis. so maybe its lik de older sibling hurt de younger one subconciously. for example i din noe tat i was hurtin my sis by lik quarrellin with her every day and other stuff lik tat.
jing hiang really taught me lots of stuff today and really wanna thank her coz being an older sister, i dun noe how my sis really feels and jing hiang being a younger sister noes how it feels and can tell me what my younger sis really feels.
lots of thanks to jing hiang :) and tats all la so tata!
i look upon the moon and stars at 3:38 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon