Saturday, January 13, 2007
#9
hihi
finished postin at class blog hahaz may visit 2D blog ltr. really miss 1c-ians back to de topic we were talkin abt before sch ended. mdm yellow rox. i mean ok she din do a vry good job in teachin us but it was her who made the whole class bonded lik say pon remedial together, copy hw, gettin de whole class in trouble. don care abt anything and we hav to explain some stuff as a whole class for her to understand. still remember beginning of sch den when the teacher come in for self intro, de first question will always be 'wat is yr age?' haha standard question.
sad la i saw tis chi doc den she want me to quit dance. den yesterday i told my mum i don wanna see de doc anymore coz i still wanna dance, its vry expensive, my parents keep remindin me to make up my mind, SYF commin soon and because its very painful when dey try to loosen de muscle. i mean i was screamin my lungs out when dey massage the muscle. i used up 5 pieces of tissue paper for cryin when i went there. it was physical torture. ya so after i told my mum she totally ignored me. she said she was disappointed in me. but i don get it. why pay so much for de doc to push my muscle, and i don even noe whether she can heal my back or not. i mean, whose muscle remains loose forever? i don noe la but ever since i met tis doc, i feel very restricted. lik a lot of stuff cannot do. now i cancelled my treatment, my mum practically treats me as invisible.
i really miss de time before i had this illness. i was free to do anything i wanted. really feel caged up within myself. and i think i've got a bit of depression. its lik i feel as if no one loves or cares for me.
oh well maybe i'll sort myself out ltr. gotta go complete hw.
finished postin at class blog hahaz may visit 2D blog ltr. really miss 1c-ians back to de topic we were talkin abt before sch ended. mdm yellow rox. i mean ok she din do a vry good job in teachin us but it was her who made the whole class bonded lik say pon remedial together, copy hw, gettin de whole class in trouble. don care abt anything and we hav to explain some stuff as a whole class for her to understand. still remember beginning of sch den when the teacher come in for self intro, de first question will always be 'wat is yr age?' haha standard question.
sad la i saw tis chi doc den she want me to quit dance. den yesterday i told my mum i don wanna see de doc anymore coz i still wanna dance, its vry expensive, my parents keep remindin me to make up my mind, SYF commin soon and because its very painful when dey try to loosen de muscle. i mean i was screamin my lungs out when dey massage the muscle. i used up 5 pieces of tissue paper for cryin when i went there. it was physical torture. ya so after i told my mum she totally ignored me. she said she was disappointed in me. but i don get it. why pay so much for de doc to push my muscle, and i don even noe whether she can heal my back or not. i mean, whose muscle remains loose forever? i don noe la but ever since i met tis doc, i feel very restricted. lik a lot of stuff cannot do. now i cancelled my treatment, my mum practically treats me as invisible.
i really miss de time before i had this illness. i was free to do anything i wanted. really feel caged up within myself. and i think i've got a bit of depression. its lik i feel as if no one loves or cares for me.
oh well maybe i'll sort myself out ltr. gotta go complete hw.
i look upon the moon and stars at 5:25 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
#8
heys!
i'm back from thailand. it was some last minute planning. we booked de tickets on err.... wednesday nite and hotel tickets on thursday nite and went there on friday nite. sooo.... systematic rite? hahaz. i went bankok. yup, de place where there was 9 bombings at least shld be 9 if i'm not wrong. quite a few were near my hotel but luckily i din get blasted. it kinda reminds me of de Trogen Horse(forgot how to spell can some one tell me?) its lik every one is celebrating new year drinkin and let down their guard den de bombs come and attack dem.
another thing which is aso my new year resolution, i have decided to tink abt topics wich pop up in my head instead of tinkin of a subject to tink abt. lame rite? hahaz. decided not to strain my brain so much.
something for u ppl to tink abt if u even read my posts. do u believe in hmmm..... destiny? de type lik yr life is totally planned out before u were born? yup tat type if u don den don bother readin de rest. if our life was planned out before us den wat's wrong with steading at tis age? i mean it was probably 'pre-planned' for u to go through tis experience. ya so tink abt it....
lots to say little to type so bye bye!
i'm back from thailand. it was some last minute planning. we booked de tickets on err.... wednesday nite and hotel tickets on thursday nite and went there on friday nite. sooo.... systematic rite? hahaz. i went bankok. yup, de place where there was 9 bombings at least shld be 9 if i'm not wrong. quite a few were near my hotel but luckily i din get blasted. it kinda reminds me of de Trogen Horse(forgot how to spell can some one tell me?) its lik every one is celebrating new year drinkin and let down their guard den de bombs come and attack dem.
another thing which is aso my new year resolution, i have decided to tink abt topics wich pop up in my head instead of tinkin of a subject to tink abt. lame rite? hahaz. decided not to strain my brain so much.
something for u ppl to tink abt if u even read my posts. do u believe in hmmm..... destiny? de type lik yr life is totally planned out before u were born? yup tat type if u don den don bother readin de rest. if our life was planned out before us den wat's wrong with steading at tis age? i mean it was probably 'pre-planned' for u to go through tis experience. ya so tink abt it....
lots to say little to type so bye bye!
i look upon the moon and stars at 11:28 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon