Saturday, January 13, 2007
#9
hihi
finished postin at class blog hahaz may visit 2D blog ltr. really miss 1c-ians back to de topic we were talkin abt before sch ended. mdm yellow rox. i mean ok she din do a vry good job in teachin us but it was her who made the whole class bonded lik say pon remedial together, copy hw, gettin de whole class in trouble. don care abt anything and we hav to explain some stuff as a whole class for her to understand. still remember beginning of sch den when the teacher come in for self intro, de first question will always be 'wat is yr age?' haha standard question.
sad la i saw tis chi doc den she want me to quit dance. den yesterday i told my mum i don wanna see de doc anymore coz i still wanna dance, its vry expensive, my parents keep remindin me to make up my mind, SYF commin soon and because its very painful when dey try to loosen de muscle. i mean i was screamin my lungs out when dey massage the muscle. i used up 5 pieces of tissue paper for cryin when i went there. it was physical torture. ya so after i told my mum she totally ignored me. she said she was disappointed in me. but i don get it. why pay so much for de doc to push my muscle, and i don even noe whether she can heal my back or not. i mean, whose muscle remains loose forever? i don noe la but ever since i met tis doc, i feel very restricted. lik a lot of stuff cannot do. now i cancelled my treatment, my mum practically treats me as invisible.
i really miss de time before i had this illness. i was free to do anything i wanted. really feel caged up within myself. and i think i've got a bit of depression. its lik i feel as if no one loves or cares for me.
oh well maybe i'll sort myself out ltr. gotta go complete hw.
finished postin at class blog hahaz may visit 2D blog ltr. really miss 1c-ians back to de topic we were talkin abt before sch ended. mdm yellow rox. i mean ok she din do a vry good job in teachin us but it was her who made the whole class bonded lik say pon remedial together, copy hw, gettin de whole class in trouble. don care abt anything and we hav to explain some stuff as a whole class for her to understand. still remember beginning of sch den when the teacher come in for self intro, de first question will always be 'wat is yr age?' haha standard question.
sad la i saw tis chi doc den she want me to quit dance. den yesterday i told my mum i don wanna see de doc anymore coz i still wanna dance, its vry expensive, my parents keep remindin me to make up my mind, SYF commin soon and because its very painful when dey try to loosen de muscle. i mean i was screamin my lungs out when dey massage the muscle. i used up 5 pieces of tissue paper for cryin when i went there. it was physical torture. ya so after i told my mum she totally ignored me. she said she was disappointed in me. but i don get it. why pay so much for de doc to push my muscle, and i don even noe whether she can heal my back or not. i mean, whose muscle remains loose forever? i don noe la but ever since i met tis doc, i feel very restricted. lik a lot of stuff cannot do. now i cancelled my treatment, my mum practically treats me as invisible.
i really miss de time before i had this illness. i was free to do anything i wanted. really feel caged up within myself. and i think i've got a bit of depression. its lik i feel as if no one loves or cares for me.
oh well maybe i'll sort myself out ltr. gotta go complete hw.
i look upon the moon and stars at 5:25 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon