hey hey!
actually posted when i changed de skin but forgot to post it and closed. let's hope i remember to publish tis one. hehe.

compo was yesterday too! haha i tink everything went quite well. kh was chionging his paper jus to get 1hr of slp. aiya..... we had lik 1hr break wat, can slp durin tat time mah..... break time don rest den exam time slp.... somehow doesen make sense to me. aft chi compo i brought char n hm to a coffee shop near sch but not 85. char complain lik hell coz it was quite far, or so she said. to me feels quite normal coz i go home by tat way. den after tat she ran all de way back to sch in order not to be late for coach daniel's appointment. haha i strolled far behind her and shouted instructions to her to get back to sch.

met char at the relac room and listen to coach daniel counsel her den ltr help her buy food. hmmm...... how to say leh, its lik when go there den u'll learn lot's of stuff u never really paid attention to. lik say minor things lik, not daring to look out of de window at night coz u're afriad of lik ghosts or somthin. its lik ppl don usually tink much abt tat kinda stuff coz it jus seems natural. tinkin of being a counsellor when i grow up but de pay lik not so good lehs. apparently i lik to buy expensive stuff and bla bla bla den dunno whether can cope with a low salary.

now watchin get backers typin when it loads haha. keep forgettin wich ep i stop at. haix tink i hav short term memory. coach daniel says tats makes a good listener but i don tink its good for exams. anyway love all anime i've watched so far. not a lot la jus inuyasha, shaman king, UFO baby, Getbackers and i tink tat's all. hahax. love all of them. somehow anime better than comics coz it shws out all de action.

oh well better post now before mum comes home. tata! and will u ppl please TAG?! thx....

i look upon the moon and stars at 3:37 PM
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long time no blog liaoz. haha deon put up a baby photo in our class blog so diaoed. i don lik tis new skin, tink i'm gonna change it yup again. hahax. syf is finally over. we got bronze. not vry good la but still vry happy its over. the fruit of our effort wat, all mistakes forgiven in tat dance. haha. worst result in sch. hopefully the other dance will get better grades. our whole cca depends on dem. hahaz. band got silver and CO, guitar and choir all got gold with/out honours.

haiz class gals got lots of probs leh. for some weird reason. i've come to realise how narrow minded ppl in de world are. its basically de advanced version of "i don friend u any more" haix. second victim le. i wonder who's de third? 100% not me i tink, its lik i don care at all one lor. i guess i jus expect ppl to leave my side sooneror later so i don really bother.

hmmm...... hav some really unhappy stuff now la but don wanna tell anyone. i feel lik a loner. feel lik, there's no one who is close to me, close enough for me to tell de person everything. and i also feel lik i'm wearin a mask, wearing it so often until i don noe what i really feel. showing ppl wat is not me until even i don't noe who i am. freakin. i don even trust myself enough to let my emotions flow when i'm alone coz i'm afriad i can't keep it back in time if someone sees me. who do i tink i am? hate de mask, its an ugly mask i'm wearin. i detest my attitude but why do i continue tis way? i don't noe someone, tell me......................

i look upon the moon and stars at 4:49 PM
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