Saturday, April 21, 2007
#17
yoness
long time no blog liaoz. haha deon put up a baby photo in our class blog so diaoed. i don lik tis new skin, tink i'm gonna change it yup again. hahax. syf is finally over. we got bronze. not vry good la but still vry happy its over. the fruit of our effort wat, all mistakes forgiven in tat dance. haha. worst result in sch. hopefully the other dance will get better grades. our whole cca depends on dem. hahaz. band got silver and CO, guitar and choir all got gold with/out honours.
haiz class gals got lots of probs leh. for some weird reason. i've come to realise how narrow minded ppl in de world are. its basically de advanced version of "i don friend u any more" haix. second victim le. i wonder who's de third? 100% not me i tink, its lik i don care at all one lor. i guess i jus expect ppl to leave my side sooneror later so i don really bother.
hmmm...... hav some really unhappy stuff now la but don wanna tell anyone. i feel lik a loner. feel lik, there's no one who is close to me, close enough for me to tell de person everything. and i also feel lik i'm wearin a mask, wearing it so often until i don noe what i really feel. showing ppl wat is not me until even i don't noe who i am. freakin. i don even trust myself enough to let my emotions flow when i'm alone coz i'm afriad i can't keep it back in time if someone sees me. who do i tink i am? hate de mask, its an ugly mask i'm wearin. i detest my attitude but why do i continue tis way? i don't noe someone, tell me......................
long time no blog liaoz. haha deon put up a baby photo in our class blog so diaoed. i don lik tis new skin, tink i'm gonna change it yup again. hahax. syf is finally over. we got bronze. not vry good la but still vry happy its over. the fruit of our effort wat, all mistakes forgiven in tat dance. haha. worst result in sch. hopefully the other dance will get better grades. our whole cca depends on dem. hahaz. band got silver and CO, guitar and choir all got gold with/out honours.
haiz class gals got lots of probs leh. for some weird reason. i've come to realise how narrow minded ppl in de world are. its basically de advanced version of "i don friend u any more" haix. second victim le. i wonder who's de third? 100% not me i tink, its lik i don care at all one lor. i guess i jus expect ppl to leave my side sooneror later so i don really bother.
hmmm...... hav some really unhappy stuff now la but don wanna tell anyone. i feel lik a loner. feel lik, there's no one who is close to me, close enough for me to tell de person everything. and i also feel lik i'm wearin a mask, wearing it so often until i don noe what i really feel. showing ppl wat is not me until even i don't noe who i am. freakin. i don even trust myself enough to let my emotions flow when i'm alone coz i'm afriad i can't keep it back in time if someone sees me. who do i tink i am? hate de mask, its an ugly mask i'm wearin. i detest my attitude but why do i continue tis way? i don't noe someone, tell me......................
i look upon the moon and stars at 4:49 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon