hi to any reader or passerby..... doubt there's any though.

ok jus came back frm eating sour sop. hehe yupp after typin one line, my aunt came to visit for a few mins and now she's off to parkway. i must say its been a long time since i've eaten sour sop. tastes a little weird. the texture is quite different frm those u find in de drink. its sort of 'powdery' and juicy, i think. can't really find the words to describe it la.

*sigh*feel really different frm de ppl around me. mainly refering to charmaine. hehe.... i think we're lik north and south poles of the earth or smth. oh ya.... its polar opposites. perhaps it sort of neutralises us this way sort of, only that i somehow don wanna be curbed back so i'm lik pulling her along in what i do.

tis been a long time since i really sat back to think abt why things are going the way it is. somehow i was left or actually, i started sweeping the floor during cca time yesterday while the others packed the store room and cupboard. left alone, my mind started to wander and i started to ask myself many questions. such as why was i sweeping de floor? why did i volunteer to do so? why do i feel so lonely once i'm not in a near range with someone i noe? why did all these questions come up only when i'm in this sch and not when i was younger? why?

somehow, i arrived at the answer to my loneliness. i had rarely been on the receiving end of listening to problems. i've been the one blurting out my troubles to anyone who would listen all day long since young. during my kindergarten years, my parents. my primary one years, my parents and Nora. my primary two and four to six years, madeliene. my primary three to six years, my parents and Huiying, though not so much to HY during the last two years. my sec one years siewann and now charmaine.

charmaine is in a way different coz our relationship is more balanced in the telling and listening. i guess that's why i feel different with her than with the others

i look upon the moon and stars at 5:16 PM
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Had a runny nose in the morning..... I cried myself to sleep last night.... I know what I did wrong, why she scolded me...... But, is it truely all my fault........? Am I the only one to blame?
Ballet Under The Stars..... BUTS for short...... A beautiful, graceful and relaxed performance...... However, there was no music....... to me at least...... My heart was filled with sorrow for an innocent friend...... Was it a misunderstanding in her case? I wonder..... Maligned would be most suitable from what I know...... The lively movements of the dancers have become a heart-wrenching dance..............

deathnote:15<

i look upon the moon and stars at 5:59 PM
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deathnote :12-14

hehe jus to keep track on de shows....

i look upon the moon and stars at 6:23 PM
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hihi!
short post here. currently in com lab. tis DNT. mr tay let us play with de tablet. damn cool. i want one. ltr 2.50 goin for wakeboarding at punggol. haha... gonna wear swimming costume + swim shirt. haha. char's gonna kill me.

lots of ppl goin for archery. tink its at safra tampinese. rock climbing is at west coast, furthest of all.

tink i'm gonna edit de format of de blog. make three columns. see first la..... i'll be playing guess and check again as usual...

ok gtg now.

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:42 PM
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hey!
long time nvr post liaoz..... hmmm.... truth be told, blogs now aren't really used as 'online diaries' some are for ads and others, a free web add. isn't it true? oh wells.... someone pls comment on de new blog skin pls? i can't think of how else to improve it..... ya and i havent changed de font colour....

kinda sad wen wen din reply my email.... shall go check it again now.

ok i'm back.... haix no reply.... forgot to ask zhu yun how to sms to china..... yes i noe it maybe easy but still wanna double check.

watched a play last night titled 老九. it's a touchin story and some parts a bit frightening..... the audiences enjoyed de cursing most of all i think. only one bad pharse was used by de father. the cursing has aso caused laughter even during de sadest scene, the climax of de show.

finished a quiz at web.tickle.com it says tat my sense of humour is satire. so, can someone tag and tell me wat is satire humour? i mean there isnt a point in doin that quiz if i don understand de answer rite?

*sigh* there isn't much to post now. hmmm..... jus can't tink of wat to say...... oh ya! new activity going on in sch. it's called Go Sports something something. anyway, i wanted inline skating, rock climbing and wake boarding and was prepared to rank bowling de last of all my options as i found it boring. but alas! my parents wanted me to put bowling as first choice so that i won't waste money de nxt time we go bowling. anyway, i got my mum to sign de form before i filled it in. here's how i finally ranked the sports:
1-wakeboarding
2-inline skating
3-rock wall climbing
4-archery
5-bowling
so, bowling is still de last. we got our conformation letters last week. at least most of us. some said dey din get de letter. tink they're 'doomed'. first lesson starts nxt mon. oh wells wish dem gd luck. i got into wakeboarding with char, huifeng and godwin. wonder who else is in? venue for our sport is somewhere in punggol i tink, sch providing transportation so i can't really be bothered. looking forward to it in any case. told my mum one gd thing abt wakeboarding is tat we hav one lesson less than the other sports, as in de course is one lesson shorter.

oh well going off now so bye!

i look upon the moon and stars at 5:18 PM
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