Saturday, July 28, 2007
#31
hi to any reader or passerby..... doubt there's any though.
ok jus came back frm eating sour sop. hehe yupp after typin one line, my aunt came to visit for a few mins and now she's off to parkway. i must say its been a long time since i've eaten sour sop. tastes a little weird. the texture is quite different frm those u find in de drink. its sort of 'powdery' and juicy, i think. can't really find the words to describe it la.
*sigh*feel really different frm de ppl around me. mainly refering to charmaine. hehe.... i think we're lik north and south poles of the earth or smth. oh ya.... its polar opposites. perhaps it sort of neutralises us this way sort of, only that i somehow don wanna be curbed back so i'm lik pulling her along in what i do.
tis been a long time since i really sat back to think abt why things are going the way it is. somehow i was left or actually, i started sweeping the floor during cca time yesterday while the others packed the store room and cupboard. left alone, my mind started to wander and i started to ask myself many questions. such as why was i sweeping de floor? why did i volunteer to do so? why do i feel so lonely once i'm not in a near range with someone i noe? why did all these questions come up only when i'm in this sch and not when i was younger? why?
somehow, i arrived at the answer to my loneliness. i had rarely been on the receiving end of listening to problems. i've been the one blurting out my troubles to anyone who would listen all day long since young. during my kindergarten years, my parents. my primary one years, my parents and Nora. my primary two and four to six years, madeliene. my primary three to six years, my parents and Huiying, though not so much to HY during the last two years. my sec one years siewann and now charmaine.
charmaine is in a way different coz our relationship is more balanced in the telling and listening. i guess that's why i feel different with her than with the others
ok jus came back frm eating sour sop. hehe yupp after typin one line, my aunt came to visit for a few mins and now she's off to parkway. i must say its been a long time since i've eaten sour sop. tastes a little weird. the texture is quite different frm those u find in de drink. its sort of 'powdery' and juicy, i think. can't really find the words to describe it la.
*sigh*feel really different frm de ppl around me. mainly refering to charmaine. hehe.... i think we're lik north and south poles of the earth or smth. oh ya.... its polar opposites. perhaps it sort of neutralises us this way sort of, only that i somehow don wanna be curbed back so i'm lik pulling her along in what i do.
tis been a long time since i really sat back to think abt why things are going the way it is. somehow i was left or actually, i started sweeping the floor during cca time yesterday while the others packed the store room and cupboard. left alone, my mind started to wander and i started to ask myself many questions. such as why was i sweeping de floor? why did i volunteer to do so? why do i feel so lonely once i'm not in a near range with someone i noe? why did all these questions come up only when i'm in this sch and not when i was younger? why?
somehow, i arrived at the answer to my loneliness. i had rarely been on the receiving end of listening to problems. i've been the one blurting out my troubles to anyone who would listen all day long since young. during my kindergarten years, my parents. my primary one years, my parents and Nora. my primary two and four to six years, madeliene. my primary three to six years, my parents and Huiying, though not so much to HY during the last two years. my sec one years siewann and now charmaine.
charmaine is in a way different coz our relationship is more balanced in the telling and listening. i guess that's why i feel different with her than with the others
i look upon the moon and stars at 5:16 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon