yay!

3rd day of work. now posting in the office. linda jie jie said i very hardworking start work on the first day of holidays. lolx. quite fun la. sit in aircon remove staple bullets scan into com..... relaxed work that dosen require the brain. if only i can work through life this way.....

nelson gor gor's wedding jus passed. it was really exciting. they had their solemnism(???) at merchant court's pool side. we (children) sat behind the VIP seats during the lunch, getting one of the best views. i played the montage, feeling awkard that i was the only one standing as the numerous guests stared at my unintended misconduct.

nelson gor gor also treated us to dinner after the wedding lunch at central which would have cost them a bomb. they(nelson and luwei) have changed into their casual clothes which was a lot more comfortable.

end of my post.

i look upon the moon and stars at 6:11 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

dear reader,



weird start but i feel that way. walked down 3 or 4 bus stops jus now before taking a bus home. no, i wasn't forced. i jus felt like walking. i thought a lot as i walked. mostly about my feelings. i did not feel exactly lonely but i envied those passerbys with people for company. i wondered why. it was a long time since i had such a long train of thoughts and i think i know why. i walked all the way from school down to the mrt station and from there walked down the street towards the direction of bedok mrt station and only boarded the bus when my legs could not hold out any more. i thought long and hard. it dosen't feel like the last day of school today. life was hectic with the usual dreading of cca. it just doesen't feel lik the last day of school, it just doesen't.



i saw a group of primary school students with their dare devil faces. unafraid of anything. i wonder why.weren't they afraid that they would get a scolding for reaching home so late or causing disturbance to the people at the bus stop? then i realised that they were all aquaintances. so what? u may ask. but i'll tell u that the saying goes that there is power in numbers. they're protected by their friends, giving each other a sense of security. that, i know is something good about numbers. nothing can threaten you.



i lack these.....numbers. no sense of security is given. nevertheless, i feel safe. why? i feel safe. as long as there are humans around me. homosapiens of any kind is enough. parents teach children: don't talk to strangers but strangers too give me a sense of sercurity, sometimes even more than the people whom i know. simply because i don't know them.

i look upon the moon and stars at 8:06 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

haha
exams over! finally! lolz. long time nvr post liao. hehe. tomorrow playin tennis with char. wasn't vry interested in tennis at first den ltr watch prince of tennis den start to like it. the way they play makes it look so easy lor. haix... if only de real thing is so easy. i remember de last time i play can't even surf de ball with one hand. wonder if its coz the racket too heavy or i no strength? think its the latter:)

thinking of changing blogskin. dunno what kind of theme though.... thought of prince of tennis but later gotta change it when i don lik it any more. one things for sure, its gonna be anime. hmmm..... shall go skin hunting after this :) unlike com pros, i find my skins online.

ok gtg tatas!


wonder when will my nxt post be.......

i look upon the moon and stars at 8:30 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon