Tuesday, December 26, 2006

#7

yay postin!
merry x'mas everyone! ok, i'm one day late :) who has microphone at home? de type tat can connect to com and call others? i jus bought one den dunno why it dosn work. i already install la so don give me dumb advise lik: did u install it into yr msn? i'm not tat dumb ok?

oh well.... i haven't finished homework yet. not planning to do it until mum comes back i guess. she went tm tis mornin. haha. at least i'm confident of finishin everythin other than my english by de end of tis week.

changed a new skin coz i found it cute. de headings are a little harder to fit coz i don really use cute skins hahaz. usually use attitude or love ones. ya actually i don really lik tis skin but dunno why still go and put it. oh wells. maybe will change it soon. ^_^

byez! gonna find some stuff for de blog.
i look upon the moon and stars at 11:16 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

#6

back from camp!
supposed to break camp yesterday but teacher don allow us to stay one more nite. sighs. de camp was fun. de bad thing was tat we were supposed to choreograph a dance for farewell party so we had to practice all de time as ong as we hav free time. our song was "my humps" sian la listen to tat song lik 20 times a day? i was rackin my brains for moves for de dance. i was totally tired of tinkin after de first day so left de rest of de choreographing to peak deng. ya din noe choreographing was so hard. annia aso did a lot. hahax she was so nice and cool. XD

byes i noe its abrupt but who cares? no one checks anyway. :( wateva la. remember to tag when u come already.
i look upon the moon and stars at 12:56 PM
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Thursday, December 14, 2006

#5

jing hiang i lov you!nah, i'm not a les. jus tat she jus gave me an answer i couldn't get no matter how long i thought.

its abt trust. yes its kinda weird lik wat's there to tink of abt trust. apparently, to me trust used to be lik physical. lik i trust u to return me my money after i lend u or somthing lik tat. den ltr a friend told me tat she was upset coz her close friend din trust her as much any more and i couldn't understand why she was so upset. to me its lik tell den tell, don tell den don tell lor. i may feel upset but its bcoz i'm curious to noe wat it is and not bcoz lik u dun trust me with it. went with jing hiang to tm for lunch den she told me dat she was happy tat her bro trusted her and told her secrets. i couldn't understand at first and she explained to me tat it somehow brings ppl closer when dey share stuff and each others tinkin. ya. and now i finally understand why my friend was so upset when her close frind did not trust her as much any more.

another thing we spoke abt is tat her older bro used to hurt her when she was young and i tink i'm doin tat to my sis. i mean, i don hav any older siblings so i din noe i was hurtin my sis. jing told me how her bro hurt her and i found out tat i aso did some of those things to my sis. so maybe its lik de older sibling hurt de younger one subconciously. for example i din noe tat i was hurtin my sis by lik quarrellin with her every day and other stuff lik tat.

jing hiang really taught me lots of stuff today and really wanna thank her coz being an older sister, i dun noe how my sis really feels and jing hiang being a younger sister noes how it feels and can tell me what my younger sis really feels.

lots of thanks to jing hiang :) and tats all la so tata!
i look upon the moon and stars at 3:38 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

#4

hey hey!
haha came back from dance. had class chalet on mon and yesterday. we checked in on monday. got there by public bus coz de shuttle can only carry a max of 10 ppl and there were 16 of us. everyone complained haha. de chalet was big! got 3 bedrooms, living room, kitchen, 2 toilets, 2 balconies connected to 2 of de bedrooms. hahax. guys got one room and gals 2 rooms. de rooms are creepy when de lights aren't on. mostly becoz of de cupboard and de balcony door. i din stay over but heard tat dey all slept together. yupp, guys and gals, all 12 of dem. at least shld be 12. i was shocked when i saw de guys bed empty, as in de mattress was gone, when i went there yesterday. den found out that all de beds, blankets and pillows were moved to kw room. de guys were de only ppl left last nite so dey'll hav to carry all de furniture back. :P

dance was a lot better today. maybe i was less tired and everyone cooperated and that lao shi din get soo angry. after tat went parkway with shermaine and her sis to eat lunch. we went popular and MPH. i lost another water bottle today durin dance :X hehe. bought ice lemon tea after tat haha.

a lot of ppl ask me tis when dey wanna talk to me: who are u? hahax. sounds dumb to me but den again there's a good reason for dem to ask coz my whole family uses my msn. lol. ya but don be fooled by my sis. she'll sometimes pretend to be me. hahax. a lot of ppl can't tell de diff from both of us. qian hua and bao yi say tat she's mature for her age. hmmm...... maybe i influence her too much. really wish i had an older sibling instead of a younger one. coz lik tat den can act cute and get everything u want. kiddin. don tink tat'll happen. jus tat older siblings probably won bug u soo much only tat maybe parents will compare more.

jus realised somthing, my best friend or very good friends love playin pokemon. weird ain't it? i thought most ppl won play it anymore. oh wells, i don mind hahax. those monsters are quite cute anyway.

goin now. my sis wants to play pokemon crater. she's another "pokemon fanatic".
i look upon the moon and stars at 3:08 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Saturday, December 09, 2006

#3

heys!
changed skin. not my choicecoz i deleted de previous one by accident. lots of bad stuff has been happening to my blog. oh well, i jus love tis skin. still gotta edit a bit more especially de links. love inuyasha. first anime i watched. haha. i'm only watchin my third anime 'get backers' not bad. haha those ppl have 'super powers' but are not lik super heros. de characters aren't really handsome or anythin though ginji isreally cute when dey draw him cartoonish. haha. damn cute me and my sis love him in tat form.

oh well gotta go soon. tag your blogs please. and i shall repeat it again in caps coz some ppl jus don't read posts. PLEASE TYPE OUT YR BLOG'S ADDRESS OKAY? there, u guys should see it now :)
i look upon the moon and stars at 6:05 PM
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Monday, December 04, 2006

#2

ok, second pot today. dunno y jus feel lik typin. haven finish linkin yet la but feelin lazy. maybe will do another day. tis if gonna be filled with perhaps mo stuff and full of mood swings so ignore tis post coz mostly crapp. but den again there are only 2 posts including tis one so too bad for you if u don wanna read. however, de purpose of u for commin here is to read my post. so there! dosen tat give u a reasonto read it? oh well doesen quite make sense but u'll understand it after readin it again a few times. lol. too lazy to change it.

*sigh* it seems lik after all these changes at de beggining of de year, my whole life has changed. i'll now list out de things tat hav changed. my hse, my sch, my friends, my tinkin, de attitude of de ppl around me, my attitude to others, my results, u see, almost everything.

my relation ship with my parents used to be lik smooth and without a hitch and now i'm startin to get irritated with my mum and stuff. i don noe y la. ya perhaps puberty but i din noe tat it'll make u change yr tinkin towards yr parents. i tot it only changes yr tinkin abt de opp sex. bla bla. its really confuses and irritates me to tink of li dislikin my parents but i jus can't help it.

den another thin is tat i find tat i'm less sociable now compared to last time. i dunno if its me or de ppl around me who changed. but i'm gettin less friends than i used to. its lik i only hav 2 options, keep totally to myself or try and accept them for who dey are. i'm on de verge of keepin to myself though, coz i keep insisting tat dey hav AP mentally. i try to prove myself wrong by tryin to stay with dem but de more time i spend with dem, de more i dislike dem. so another line tat is quite true will be : don force yourself to hang around with ppl u dunno coz u'll only make yourself unhappy.

ya as u can see i'm quite depressed now. maybe its because of de hols and i don go out so often. lik usually can go sch and play but now stay at home 7 days a week.maybe i jus needa go out and get some fresh air. i sort of lik tuition now. its lik a place where i can joke and play without my mum around. de bad thing is de work de teacher gives of course. haha

not very long post to me. i expected it to be longer but i've gotta feelin my mum's comin home so bye den
i look upon the moon and stars at 6:03 PM
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#1

haha jus created tis new blog so gotta relink and stuff. ahh!!! so regret typin so much in de profile. had to delete de previous blog because of tat. hmm de new skin is quite easy to work with so far. not my fav though. its de best so far la so ya. erm, will u ppl tag please? leave yr blog address behind coz it'll be easier for me to link u all. thx!

ok goin to continue with tis skin now bye!
i look upon the moon and stars at 3:25 PM
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